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Friday, July 29, 2011

upheavals

So its been more than 2.5 years since i wrote a blog entry. Do i miss it? Only slightly. In these 2.5 years lots of things have changed. Changed dramatically. I married Aparna K, became a technical product manager in subex. A couple months back finally quit subex after almost 7 years and have started Pingaala with Suresh, a friend i met in Subex.

I like writing. But its a laborious process. When i write stuff (other than thoughtless rants - as i might be doing here), its painfully slow. I re-read and re-read and fret over every sentence until i get bored. Writing mails is what used to take most of my time in Subex. But i would love the end product and re-read it multiple times even after hitting the send button. I dont know if it actually improves anything, but i'm acutely aware of this habit.

In the meantime, twitter arrived (atleast for me) and facebook looked painfully complex for me to manage. With every new friend request, i was made aware that there are so many things i do not want to share with them. But there are lots of things that i want to share with everyone. So twitter was the perfect choice for me. I can be found at @pratik_shah rambling away.

So do i miss blogging? Well, only as much as i miss writing a book!

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

A night in Brigade Road, Bangalore

Here's a forwarded message:

A few of my friends and I were just paying our bills and coming out of
our regular Friday night watering hole and dinner place in Rest House
Road, just off Brigade Road, and most of the women in the company were
already standing outside. Some of us outside were smoking, people were
happy, there was laughter and jokes, as there were many other people
in the street, all coming out, satiated, in the closing hour of the
various pubs and restaurants around.

Suddenly from up the street a massive SUV comes revving and speeding,
hurtling down, and stops in a scream of brakes and swirling dust,
millimeters away from this group of 4 women, barely missing one of
their legs. A white Audi, imported, still under transfer, with the
registration plate of KA-51 TR-2767. Some millionaire's toy thing,
that in the wrong hands can kill.

Naturally the women are in shock. And quickly following the shock
comes indignation. These are self made women running their own
businesses, managing state responsibilities for global NGO firms,
successful doctors. They are not used to being bullied. So they turn
around, instead of shrinking back in fear. They protest.

And as soon as they turn around in protest, the car doors are flung
open, and a stream of 4-5 rabid men run out towards these women,
screaming obscenities in Hindi and Kannada against women in general,
fists flailing. Some of us who came in running at the sound of the
screaming brakes now stand in the middle in defense of our women, and
then blows start raining down. One of the goons make a couple of calls
over the cellphone, and in seconds a stream of other equally rabid
goondas land up. They gun straight for the women, and everyone ˆ a few
well-meaning bystanders, acquaintances who know us from the
restaurant, basically everyone who tries to help the women ˆ starts
getting thoroughly beaten up.

Women are kicked in the groin, punched in the stomach, slapped across
the face, grabbed everywhere, abused constantly. Men are smashed up
professionally, blows aimed at livers, groins, kidneys and nose. A
friend is hit repeatedly on the head by a stone until he passes out in
a flood of blood.

A plain-clothes policeman (Vittal Kumar) who saunters in late stands
by watching and urging people to stop, but doing absolutely nothing
else. A 'cheetah' biker cop comes in, with our women pleading him to
stop this madness, but he refuses action, saying a police van will
come in soon and he cannot do anything. Everyone keeps getting
hammered. Relentlessly.

The carnage continues for over 20 minutes.

Finally when the police van does come in it is this vandals who are
raging and ranting, claiming to be true "sons of the Kannadiga soil",
and we are positioned to be the villainous outsiders, bleeding,
outraged. How do the cops believe them, especially seeing the bloody
faces of our men and the violated rage of our women, while they carry
nary a scratch on their bodies? Don't ask me! Yet, it is us who these
goondas urge the newly arrived law-keepers to arrest, and the police
promptly comply, and we are bundled into the van, some still being
beaten as we are pushed in. Some blessed relief from pain inside the
police van at least, even if we are inside and the real goons outside,
driving alongside in their spanking white Audi. The guy who was hit by
the stone is taken separately by the women to Mallya hospital.

Inside the police station at Cubbon Park it becomes clear that these
goons and the police know each other by their first names. The
policeman in charge (Thimmappa) initially refuses to even register any
complaint from me, on the purported grounds that I am not fluent in
Kannada and I have taken a few drinks (3 Kingfisher pints, to be
precise) over the evening. No, it doesn't matter that I didn't have my
car and was not driving, and no, it doesn't mater that the complaint
will be written in English. We watch them and the goons exchange
smiles and nods with our our bloodied and swelling eyes and realize in
our pain-clouded still-in-shock brains the extent of truth in the
claim of one of the main goons when he claimed earlier in the evening
in virulent aggression: we own this town, this car belongs to an MLA,
we will see how you return to this street!!

This was the turning point of the saga, I guess. For we refused to lie
down quietly and be victims.

One of our girls, a vintage and proud Bangalorean who is running one
of the town's most successful organic farming initiatives, took upon
herself to write the complaint, when I was not allowed to write the
same. Another Bangalore girl, a state director of a global NGO firm,
wrote the other molestation complaint separately on behalf of all the
girls. Some of us called our friends in the media and corporate world.
Everyone stepped up. And even when the odds were down and we were out,
we did not give up, and as a singular body of violated citizens we
spoke in one voice of courage and indomitable spirit. That voice had
no limitation of language, not Kannada, nor English, or Hindi. It was
the voice of human spirit that cannot be broken.

And in the face of that spirit, for the first time, we saw the ugly
visage of vandalism, hiding behind the thin and inadequate veil of
political corrupt power, narrow-vision regionalism and self-serving
morality, start to wilt.

We spent 6 hours next day in the police station. The sub-inspector of
police who filed our FIR, Ajay R M, seemed a breath of fresh air
inasmuch that he did not appear a-priori biased like others, even
though the hand of corruption and politico-criminal power backing
these goons was still manifest in many ways: a starched, white-linen
power-broker walked in handing over his card to the sub-inspector in
support of the goons; the goons got an audience with the Inspector
because of this intervention, while we had to interact one level lower
down in the hierarchy; the plains cloth policeman of last night, even
though he had arrived far too late in the crime scene, gave a warped
statement, passing it off as a "neutral" point of view, repeatedly
stressing that we came out of a pub and hence were drinking,
positioning this as a 'drunken brawl', while completely forgetting to
mention the unprovoked attack against the women and the one-sided
vandalism and violence that ensued. I guess one cannot blame the low
ranked police officer ˆ the criminal connections of these goons must
be pervasive enough for him to be careful.

Thanks however to the impartial handling of the situation by Ajay,
soon the goons were all identified. The lead actor was one Ravi
Mallaya (38), a real estate honcho and owner of a small property off
Brigade Road which he has converted into a "gaming" (you know what
that means, don't you?) adda. The others identified are Mohan Basava
(22) of Chamarajapet 12th Cross, R. Vijay Kumar Ramalingaraju (25) and
Shivu Rajashekar (20). All are residents of 12th & 13th Cross in
Vyalikaval. Their bravado and machismo were by that time evaporated.
It was good to see their faces then.

Of course nothing much happened to them, nor did we expect it. They
were supposed to be in lock up for at least the weekend till they were
produced in court, but we understand that they were quickly released
on (anticipatory?) bail. The car, purportedly belonging to an MLA,
also does not figure in the FIR, apparently for reasons of
"irrelevance to the case".The media also have given us fantastic
coverage and support so far, strengthening the cause.

The goons meanwhile, as an after thought, also filed the customary
reverse complaint on the morning after we filed our own complaint: the
women have apparently scratched the car! (Why did they not file the
complaint the same night, considering they came to the Police Station
in the same car? Why was the car allowed to be taken off police
custody? Why is the car still irrelevant to the case and not in the
FIR? Questions.. questions..).

Is this the end of this saga? Probably not. Are these women, more
precious to us as friends and wives than most things in our lives,
safe to walk or drive down Brigade Road from now on or are the goonda
elements, slighted by this arrest and disgrace, are lying in ambush,
waiting, biding their time to cause some of us more grievous harm? We
don't know. Is there reason for us to remain apprehensive of future
attacks and victimization? Perhaps.

But here is the point.

We stood up.

We believed in the power of individual citizens even in the face of
hooliganism, intolerance, corruption and power mongering. Even though
many of us have the option of leveraging political or government
connections, we deliberately chose to fight this battle as
individuals. Sure, these connections have been activated and they have
been kept informed, should the worst case scenario unfold tomorrow.
But we have chosen to not leverage them. And in every small win we
register as a group of individual outraged citizens of Bangalore and
India, however insignificant these milestones may be in the larger
scheme of things, there is one small notch adding up in favor of what
is right, one small notch against what is wrong. And we believe that
every such small notch counts, each such mark is absolutely
invaluable.

It is the people who make this city, this country, this world. It is
you and I, as much as the terrorists inside and outside. And in our
small insignificant little ways, it is my responsibility and yours to
not shirk from investing effort ˆ not just lip service or any token
attempt, but real effort ˆ in backing up what we ourselves believe in.
It is so easy to logically argue that everything is corrupt, nothing
is worth it, there are so many risks involved. We must not fall trap
to this escapist trend. We must not fail to try.

Next time you feel outraged, violated, abused, don't let it go by and
add up to your list of litanies and complaints. Stand up and take it
to the limit - at least your own limit. Not in the same way as they
wrong you, but in the way that every citizen, at least in theory, is
entitled to complain and protest. Do not let the hooligans power rant
scare you or prompt you into submission. Do not allow the corrupt cop
make you give up trying. Carry the flame forward. Try harder.

If are up to it, start right now.

Forward this note to everyone you want to be made aware of this. Post
it in your own blogs. Talk about it amongst your circles. And if
anyone of you should like to step forward with a word of empathy or
advise, talk to me. Comment.

It is not Bangalore that is going to the dogs. It is us. We have far
too long become accustomed to let everything go. And the more we let
things go without any protest or fight, the dormant criminal and dark
elements of the society get that much more encouraged. Every time we
turn the other way, the hooligan next street gets incentivized to push
the boundary a little further, provoke a little more, try something a
little more atrocious. It is time for us to refuse to let this go on.
We are responsible for making ourselves proud. Lets believe in
ourselves. We can do this.

My name is Saugata Chatterjee. And I am standing up.I refuse to let
Bangalore go to the hooligan slumdogs, even if some of them are pets
of corrupt power millionaires.




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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Idea Shopping

Having the workplace far from home, sometimes does have positive impacts.

Since i use the company cab facilities, i get almost an hour each way completely to myself to do as i please. I spend most of the time listening to HBR [Harvard Business Review] podcasts, talking over phone, connecting to facebook and listening to music, all on the iPhone.

However, past couple days, i have been thinking about ideas to make Nikira [reg] FMS, that i work on in Subex better. I do have a few good ideas. Let me see if i can follow up on those and make a difference.


 

Monday, February 2, 2009

Cricket & India

Too many times one would hear someone complaining that cricket enjoys unwarranted attention, in all spheres of sports including media coverage. There's a lot of truth in that.

However, my line has always been that, it requires sportspersons from other games / sports to achieve something in order for everyone to sit up and take notice. This is how Kapil's devils started the cricket mania in India. The onus is really on the individuals participating in other sports to make the difference, however difficult it might seem.


Truth be told, i am a big follower of cricket and am an active cricketer. However, i have nothing against other sports and feel proud at sporting achievements of our countrymen, irrespective of which sport/game they play.

Hence, i was pleasantly surprised to see the coverage of an Indian cricket victory against Sri Lanka in the 1st ODI was relegated to the 3rd sheet of the sports coverage in TOI
This despite the fact that India is pushing the newly crowned ICC top ranked South Africa for the top honours. 

So what did the first page have?

 Yuki Bhambri  won the first junior singles title in Australian Open 2009 tennis by an Indian.
That obviously deserved accolades. But wait, there was more...
There was an article on Sania Mirza & Mahesh Bhupathi  reaching the mixed doubles finals [and subsequently won the title - a first for Sania]

But the most surprising coverage was an article on the impending final singles tie FedEx & Rafael Nadal. 

10-15 years back, before Leander Paes & then subsequently Mahesh Bhupathi arrived on the scene, tennis was nowhere in the Indian media and public radar [atleast as far as local talent is concerned]. Inspirations like these is what every sport needs in order to balance the coverage and give each sport its due. A similar story seems unfolding with Abhinav Bindra with shooting. He has taken a very active role in promoting shooting as a serious sport in India.

As India becomes a stronger tennis country with each passing year, here's one for the flagbearers Leander Paes & Mahesh Bhupathi. May they continue inspiring more Indians...


Cheers!

[ Now let the IPL take over ;-) ]


Thursday, January 29, 2009

Home Carpenting

Worked on the lever which helps lock the door of the bathroom.
Did require a bit of unusual thinking [for me] to the get the work done.

Feeling elated after 45 minutes of hardwork

Yay !!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Taking stocks...

Currently i am heavily invested in the stock market and subsequently attained significant losses :-(
But like a typical bull mentality, i have held onto the stock in hope of a brighter future.

Hopefully the time wont run out on me!!

Cheers to the new year. Welcome Mr. President of United States of America.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Google Chrome

Looks like i have finally made the switch...

After years of using the mozila firefox browser and after more than 2 months of using firefox and chrome for a test period, chrome has won...

Here's to another of google's amazing products!!

Cheers!
Pratik

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Favourite Word

There are different stages in life, when i love specific words and in some cases, they become my favorite words...

There was a time, when i was introduced to the word choultry --- and i really loved the sound of the word. It was my favourite word for a long time... After reading "zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance", quite sometime back,  my favourite word is gumption!

Do you have a favourite word?


Saturday, December 6, 2008

Terrorist Strikes in India - and the larger picture

This post is taken verbatim from the discussion i had with Adarsh, immediately after viewing this postHence, in order to understand the context, it would be wise to watch the videos (might run around 30 minutes). There are many sections that may not be directly relevant for the topic, but they are included here for completeness. Adarsh, hope you do not mind me using the IM chat verbatim here... if you do, you have yourself to blame! 

If there are many of us who feel like discussing this topic, i would suggest having a conference, instead of comments / replies to the mails.

Enough said! here you go...

6:48 PM me: i did watch the show
 Adarsh: now, or previously?
 me: now
 Adarsh: what did you think?
6:49 PM me: that there's too much noise by ppl who dont know what's happening !! on both sides
  and ppl who do know, dont talk
6:50 PM but the unity between indians and media was a joke
  we cant stop tripping over each other, and killing a few in the process
 Adarsh: like wal-mart?
 me: nope... here its intentional
6:51 PM Adarsh: the guy who was interviewed sounded like a conspiracy-theorist
6:52 PM me: he's just talking through his arse
 Adarsh: i'm guessing pakistanis watching our media would feel just as surprised
6:53 PM me: not really... in one moment he says, its all played out by indian army, politicians to hide their internal issues
6:54 PM and next thing he says thats to aid the nexus between US, india and afghanistan!
  and israel... of all the countries
  its alright to have views and opinions
 Adarsh: what is wrong with that?
6:55 PM me: but these things should not be construed as facts !
  whats the purpose in 'destabilizing' pakistan?
  do we really want more land than we can handle?
  do we have such ego's that we cant take defeat?
6:57 PM Adarsh: I'm sure you can find people in India who are vehemently against Pakistan
 me: absolutely...
 Adarsh: But the Indian-Afghan connection is accurate
 me: not "can" but "do"
6:58 PM Adarsh: And if US backs India to attack Pakistan now, there's the nexus!
 me: why couldnt america do that by itself
  it has the whole world behind it
 Adarsh: Israel has always favoured India too, and were eager to take out Pakistan's nuclear facilities before they could make a bomb.
 me: and not that they havent been doing it
6:59 PM Adarsh: Doing what?
 me: bombing pakistan
 Adarsh: Pakistan is a democracy. America has no excuse to bomb them.
 me: democracy or not...
7:00 PM bombing has nothing to do with democracy
  if they want excuse, they can just point to terrorists
 Adarsh: Agreed
 me: but really... over past few months, they already have done that..
  amid much controversies
7:01 PM so i dont really think that america wants india's help in attacking pakistan
  we do have loads and loads of internal problems
7:02 PM but if yu say, that army taking more than 24 hrs to clear, means its a conspiracy, thats on a very weak footing
 Adarsh: I agree that America does not need India's help. But if they had to choose between backing an Indian attack on Pakistan and opposing it, which one would they choose?
  I don't buy the conspiracy theory argument at all.
7:03 PM But India and America helping overthrow the Taliban regime in Afghanistan is a fact. That is my only point. It would easy for the Pakistani public to buy his argument.
 me: i dont know whether they will support it or not
7:04 PM that might be so... we have been sending personnel to afghanistan
  but even pakistan dont want taliban
 Adarsh: I'm not so sure about that
7:05 PM me: atleast lets say politically
 Adarsh: That's what they say now.
  But there are two reasons why Pakistan backed them.
 me: lets talk abt now...
7:06 PM even americans were supporting taliban earlier
 Adarsh: Quite right. That's my first reason. America and Pakistan installed the Taliban regime in Afghanistan.
7:07 PM And secondly, the common Pakistani believes that the Taliban are doing the work of God and are great heroes. Thats why there was a severe backlash when the government suddenly announced that these heroes were now villains who needed to be killed.
7:08 PM me: but now, even the public doesnt want to see taliban
  apart from a certain minority
 Adarsh: how do we know that?
 me: from the politicians of pakistan
  which ofcourse is a democracy
7:09 PM as yu rightly pointed out
 Adarsh: fair enough
 me: so the point is, although its certainly possible that there was a nexus and its a charade to attack possible
  its really not probable
7:10 PM i can concoct another complete theory as to how its the Roman catholic doing all this to rid the world of hindus and muslims
  ;)
 Adarsh: We certainly have common interests, but that does not mean we would kill our own citizens to blame Pakistan.
  Same goes for America.
7:11 PM Umm... I have heard of that theory in a slightly different flavour
7:12 PM me: anyways... they are all theories... with their own merits
  but the point is unless there are indisputable facts
  one side is not better off than the other
  and one view is not more "right" than the other
 Adarsh: which means we can't blame pakistan squarely either
 me: we can and we do
7:13 PM but it doesnt mean its true or it doesnt mean its not true
  are yu talking abt "should" ??
 Adarsh: alright, grammarian
  should
7:14 PM me: we should do one thing first
  accept that the india pakistan issue cant be solved bilaterally
  there's no way in the world thats going to sort out by itself
7:15 PM the issue is there's no third party which is truly unbiased
  or appear to be unbiased
  however, coming back to the mumbai issue
  i prefer putting all evidence in public domain
7:16 PM let it be scrutinized by everyone... from Pakistan to US to UK and any tom-dick and harry
  ofcourse we need to have such information in the first place
  i dont know how much we know and how much is pure theory
7:17 PM the thing is face is, there are so few facts available
 Adarsh: let's say, for arguments sake, that we don't have conclusive evidence.
  what difference does it make now?
 me: how can yu judge these situations without having facts
 Adarsh: there is so much pressure on the leadership now
  that inaction is no longer a choice
 me: it always is a choice
7:18 PM the media will blabber for a month
 Adarsh: two months from election, no
 me: ppl will remember for another week
  all they have to do is blame on pakistan and say we are putting the pressure through US and world community
7:19 PM find some scapegoats (who anyways need to be treated as such)
  and let the charade play out
 Adarsh: that would be the wise thing to do, yes
7:20 PM me: i dont necessarily think so
 Adarsh: but the pent-up hatred will cause people to vote right wing hindus to power
 me: lets talk abt mumbai issue
  and not solve all the issues in the world
7:21 PM Adarsh: okk..
 me: what do we learn from it?
 Adarsh: There's nothing to learn that we didn't already know.
 me: there's some learning...
7:22 PM if at all they are terrorists (pakistan sponsored or not)
  they are beginning to get aggressive (either through desparation or through power)
  more and more aggressive with each passing month
7:23 PM india of all the nations is ill equipped to deal with it security wise
  how are we going to "solve" that?
7:24 PM Adarsh: The only way I see is to do a better job of "intelligence"
7:25 PM me: security / intelligence can only take us that far...
 Adarsh: Learn about attacks before hand, and stop them.
 me: yeah... thats one way
  but in india, is it really practical?
7:26 PM Adarsh: Historically, they haven't done a great job
 me: we shall have to build special forces which has all the facilities and has all the equpments and all the resources and the trainings
  yea... history is against us and we have to change that
7:27 PM but that can only take us to certain level
 Adarsh: Which is not enough to stop further attacks on India?
 me: nope, i dont think so
7:28 PM there will always be a joe somewhere whom yu can give money and carry out things
7:29 PM and in that way, what is essentially an external threat, will become internal strife
7:31 PM Adarsh: yes, its not possible to protect from all random terrorist attacks
  What is the next level, then?
 me: the next level is to really understand what is it that makes ppl do this
  there are certain basic things:
7:32 PM 1. religious beliefs
  2. money
  3. revenge
7:33 PM Adarsh: 3 > 1 > 2 ?
7:34 PM me: i wudnt put any priorities... but these are the basic traits
7:35 PM lets start with kashmir
  cant we have a 5 yr plan which focuses only on Kashmir and makes it an economic prosperous state?
7:36 PM it has to be done on a war footing - there will obviously be militay, security, political issues to be resolved
7:37 PM but if gujarat can do it, so can kashmir
  anyways, that comparison was not required
 Adarsh: I second that. We should concentrate on our strengths, and not play their game.
7:38 PM me: correct
  i think the regular joe worries abt roti kapda, makan more than anything else
  and then worries abt religion
7:39 PM obviously there are exceptions... but generally it works
  so give that to ALL kashmiris and then see the results
7:40 PM if during that process.... obviously the secuity and intelligence need to be strengthened
  have special forces exclusively for kashmir
  let the world see the progress in the lives of the public
 Adarsh: That makes so much sense, Pat.
7:41 PM Recruitment of terrorists would reduce.
  And we would have more money then for security too.
 me: concentrate on one thing at a time
  money is really moot point
7:42 PM its that ppl's perceptions and confidence have to change
 Adarsh: More employment = More wealth = More taxes
 me: and with that revenge will go out...
7:43 PM Adarsh: I agree.
  your solution is a double whammy
 me: same thing can be done in eastern states
 Adarsh: it hits so many birds with one stone
7:44 PM me: :P :P
  more than anything else, we need leaders
  india, really hasnt got any leaders to speak of!
7:45 PM Adarsh: yes, the ones we have are from the freedom movement, and they are dying
  that was the last time the public was interested in politics
 me: yep...
7:46 PM we need individuals to rise and take part in active politics
 Adarsh: which explains your support for that party
 me: thats nearly not enough
  i mean instead of supporting in want to be in the active field
7:47 PM i*
 Adarsh: yeah
7:48 PM me: but im pretty hopeful...
 Adarsh: you know, i might just join you
 me: things are moving in right direction... in many things... in small little ways
  :)
7:49 PM in many ways, "IT" has really taken shine away from india
  all the "bright" minds are so focussed towards money, that we see nothing else...
  or atleast "do" nothing else
7:53 PM Adarsh: I agree, Pat.
7:54 PM It's a first step, but like your party figured out first hand, it's not going to be easy to win an election.
  You need the support of the old guys who know where all the bodies are buried.
7:55 PM me: there's nothing that generation can do...
  its got to be freshly built
 Adarsh: They know how to win elections
7:56 PM Political philosophy aside, there's a reality to be faced in the field
  I'm not saying its not possible.
  But unless we plan to make all the mistakes and learn, we need the experienced too
7:57 PM me: we need them to advise
  not to run us
7:58 PM Adarsh: Yes
 me: phew
  that was quite a sermon
7:59 PM Adarsh: i prefer to call it a healthy exchange of ideas


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